MokaDishine

-WARNING- : please do not take this too seriously, it is only something that came out about how "Old NYC" and the music playing at the moment made me feel... Have you ever had this feeling where you know you miss someone but at the same time you know it's bad for you...? Because you know it's brings you down every time and you've tried everything to get these thoughts out of your head... But there's that little something that makes you fall for that someone over and over again. Why do we do this to ourselves? My theory is that we just love to feel that way, remembering those little things that made it special... Life is to perfect, everythin

I don't usually do this, but it really means something to me... So here's a song called No Roads Left, so this is how it goes... Standing alone with no direction How did I fall so far behind? Why Am I searching for perfection? Knowing it's something I won't find In my fear and flaws I let myself down again All because I run Till the silence splits me open I run Till it puts me underground Till I have no breath And no roads left but one When did I lose my sense of purpose? Can I regain what's lost inside? Why do I feel like I deserve this? Why does my pain look like my pride? In my fear and flaws I let myself down again Al

This were it all began, at the station Downtown... I was waiting for some kind of sing, that would tell me what I was doing here.  I was here minding my own business, not doing anything against anyone.  I felt every eye on me, but when I would look at them, they would be minding their own thing.  There was people everywhere around me and there was more and more of them coming now...  I started to wonder what they were all doing here, I felt like the time was starting to approach, but I still didn't know what I was doing here...  I needed a sign that would let me know.  It started to get darker and darker, people were starting to act weird, I